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Yeah, me and my big mouth. 
I wish I had a remote control that I could use to manage time. Then I could take back whatever it is I said or did.Or maybe I could invent the memory eraser gadget they had in men in black and do serious damage.Or, better yet, why don't I just change my entirety and be a brand new person.One without thoughts or feelings. One who doesn't care.An invalid. A zero. A void.A person so numb I wouldn't even know what's happening even if it slaps me in the face.
Maybe by then I wouldn't be so scared you wouldn't come after me.